weak and strong

There are days (usually up until 4pm) when I feel strong and think I can endure and lose weight. Then there are days (from 4:30pm onwards) when I don't have the energy, couldn't care less, just want to have something to eat. Stop the grumbling tummy. I'm trying to reduce the carb intake drastically. Eat more veg and fruit. drink water. reduce my wine intake. Hmmm....

81kgs

Well I'm still fat, and I'm still struggling. I have felt so exhausted and low these past two months that I gave up on Weight Watchers. It's just too much pressure, on top of everything else that's going on in my life, to count calories. I'm lucky to eat breakfast most days, and some vegetables. So thought I'd just ease off until I get myself into more of a routine with Zack at school, Calvin at nursery, regular time at gym / cycling / jogging, and feeling more like myself. Sigh, it certainly has been a rough ride.