worried. II

Still haven't bought batteries. Still curious. Jeans are still tight tho' and I feel gloomy when I look at the saggy roll I have around my middle. I've run a bit. I've cycled a bit. I even did my exercise DVD with the kids and spent an entire afternoon walking with Keith - I wasn't even stiff the next day. Depressing ! and fat

Keith is off for ten days now, and I'm motivated to make a change - lose weight while he's away. Kick start it all. I keep thinking - it would be so nice to just have some time off to get into a new regime - go to a health spa for 5 days. It isn't real life tho', is it ?!